friends / the day?

    Friends are really hard for me. not finding them but being staying with them. I have had many problems with friends.Most start drama most don't like me so i really think they are my friends but :/ oh well.Most have back stabbed traded or moved but Friends are friends. Friends are only there with you through not every half of your life.And people have to understand that. Many people just say they lover there friends bffs for Eva. But that is not the truth.

I do have friends my self lover every one of them <3 they are a blessing but so are family. Your family has to bare with you ^.^ idk i just idk what i am even saying. I heard one of my moms friends say your life is over once you have kids. That that moment on it is given to your kids to take care of them and love them. But what would i know about having kids am i still young!!

OK this all just made me sad lets talk about other things like ... um..... what i think or what am i doing right now. So my brother is having a soccer tournament march 7th  and we are going up to pueblo for it. We are leaving  on a Friday to get to the hotel. Although we are staying in Colorado springs i think pueblo will we fun. We are only staying there for 3 days. I searched up picture it looks pretty cool.

I am also really excited for soccer this year. The school has't had a meeting about it all i know is we start next Monday. Well i least i think they do. I just finished playing indoor my last game was last Sunday.They had to cancel it though due to snow. They will reschedule it to march i don't know what day. But for outdoor soccer I hadn't played for 2 years.!! I heard Dormboss was the coach and i don't really know nothing much. I just know i need new cleats!!i have shin guards and socks i just need shoes!! I am really excited as you can tell.

I am also excited for BB this year. ( boulder boulder) i did it last year with Emily, Harli ,and Lauren. This year will be even better tho. We have planned to dress up this year . Last year since we didn't know really didn't know what to expect we just put on the BB shirt. But this year will top last year , well at least i hope so . I also hope i will see the memorial presentation they do. Last year we didn't get to see it .